I have a problem and that is that I'm insainly jealous. I broken up with Harold for no logical reason, only to get back with him two hours later. I don't know how to handle love. It just seems as if I'm incapable of being in love/ knowing that I'm loved and not messing it up. I thought I liked who I am, but if this is how I am, I want or more like NEED to change. I can not and will not go on living like this. Untill I change, I should not go out and try to make friends. I'm 17. I shouldn't be this socialy retarded. It's rather patheic. Anyway, this thing here apparently knows stuff about me, just by knowing my birthday!
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Deep inside, you long to create something that will have a lasting impact on the world. Whether it is a political movement, a business, or a philosophy, you have a strong inner drive to manifest something of major importance.

Like the 11, yours is a Master Number, possessing all the intelligence, sensitivity, and electric creativity that such a power would suggest. You have the inventiveness of the 11 and the down-to-earth practicality of the 4. This combination can make you supremely capable of making your ambitions a reality.

The demands of this Heart's Desire are as enormous as its potential. What will be required from you to fulfill your noble ambitions is nothing less than a commitment of your entire being.

The path you have chosen is not an easy one. You need time to develop, and you are unlikely to begin to fulfill your ambitions until after you have reached a certain level of maturity.

Whether you know it or not, you possess great power within your being. You were born with this power in a latent state, but on some level you were aware of it. Early in life, this power manifested itself as an awkwardness and a discomfort inside of you. Your self image has always been one of contradictory extremes: on one hand you sensed your uniqueness and potential; on the other you may have felt insecure and perhaps even inferior.

This paradox has caused waves of self-doubt and lack of confidence. But it also is a powerful generator of energy that, when combined with the higher characteristics of the 22, can become a dynamic and unrelenting force. In order to channel such great power, you need a noble goal for which to aim.

You will probably try your hand at several different kinds of work before you rise to the challenge of your true ambitions.

You can be a great leader, inspiring and motivating with your vision and work ethic. Your ideas are so creative and superior that they inspire enthusiasm and sometimes even devotion among your co-workers.

You should be involved in large enterprises or governmental institutions. You have the organizational diplomatic skills sufficient to keep difficult and delicate projects on track.

Once you come into possession of your full power, there are many psychological and spiritual pitfalls to be faced. You can become arrogant and superior. You can become deluded into thinking that your judgment is beyond question, and that the advice and support of others is unnecessary. You may seek to control all power in a given enterprise. This dangerous and egocentric attitude is sometimes even extended to family members who you may seek to keep under your thumb.

Your challenge, once you have begun to use your true gifts, is to remain humble in the face of your significant accomplishments.

You perform best when your domestic foundation is stable and supportive; it is very important to have a partner who shares your dreams and has high degree of strength and independence to keep up with your drive.

Challenges somehow draw the best out of you. Your human qualities -- creativity, humility, understanding, and compassion -- increase with the level of your performance. Therefore, commitment to excellence is central to your success and inner development.

Now this is what they said about Harold,
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Your overpowering need is to be independent and to direct your own life according to what you believe. Your dream is to become the leader of whatever field you enter. Whether it is in business, community, or in your general area of expertise, you are driven to be the reigning figure.

You have the courage and the confidence to lead others. You believe firmly that your judgment is preeminent over all others. This gives you the confidence to make bold decisions and carry them out, even when other lives are greatly affected by what you do. You rarely look back once you have made a decision.

You possess intelligence and wit. You are keenly insightful and are good at evaluating the abilities of others.

You are supremely individualistic. In your manner and dress, you like to project your own unique persona.

Consequently, you don't mind being controversial, and can even enjoy the attention and impact you have made on your surroundings.

You dislike routines, or anything that limits your freedom and independence.

Whenever you commit to something you truly love, you are absolutely tenacious in your ability to endure difficulties and overcome obstacles. You are highly responsible; you hate passing the buck. You possess remarkable willpower and a strong drive to succeed.

You are always looking for innovative ways of doing things.

Because you seek to be the boss in any endeavor, you have a tendency to dominate others. If you are not careful, especially in dealing with your subordinates and family, you may become ruthless in your decisions and behavior. You can also fall victim to impatience and intolerance, particularly if you grow conceited or superior.

You are the pioneer and the ground-breaker. You love the foreground, the hot-seat of responsibility. You have all the talents to succeed. As long as you maintain balance in your life, allowing others full expression of their thoughts and abilities, you will easily rise to the top of your chosen field and realize your ambitions.
Yeah, that's so him. I love Harold.

I Brittany, choose you Harold as my best friend, as the love of my life.

I promise you my deepest love and my fullest devotion.

 Through the pressures of the present and the uncertainties of the future, I promise to be faithful to you for all times.

 I promise to love you, to commit to you, and support you.

 You have shown me what love feels like and for that I’ll be forever greatfull.

 You are everything I need and you everything I’ve ever wanted.

Today my prayers have been answered and all of my dreams have come true.

 I know that we were made for each other and I promise to be here for you.

 From this day forward, you shall not walk alone.

 My heart will be your shelter and my arms will be your home.

 As I have given you my hand to hold, I give you my life to keep.

                                                                       

                                                                               OR

 

What can I say to you that I haven’t already said?
What can I give you that I haven’t already given?
Is there anything of me that isn’t yours already?
Everything that is me belonged to you long before this,
And it shall be yours long after this,
I will follow you anywhere and everywhere you lead,
Hand in hand and heart in heart.

 

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